Dear Little Boy

outuvstep@comcast.net — Mon, 27 Apr 2009 18:41:06 GMT

what i plan to eat today

cinnamon apple=70 calories
10 egg white omelet= 180 calories

total=250 calories

1 serving of cherry jello=10 calories
1/2 of banana=50 calories

total=310

teryaki sauce/soy sauce= 25 calories
1 stalk of brocalli= 40 calories

total=375

25 left for soup broth/gum default calories

yayyyy kittenssss

outuvstep@comcast.net — Sat, 14 Feb 2009 11:14:32 GMT

So yesterday I offered to walk lilia to her uncles house so she could pick something up, and on the walk a little kitten began following us, he followed us nearly the whole way to his house, and when we left he was waiting were we last same him, and he followed us all the way home.

He had a collar and is still a kitten [maybe six months old] so we called the number on the collar nobody answered so we took him home with us for the night. In the morning the owners called back and said that they actually can't have a cat anymore so we decided to keep him.

I gave him to drew for valentines day and we went out and bought TONS of toys and treats and everything for this little guy.

I guess his name was milo, but his nametag said "waffles" so we've decided to call him Waffles Oliver [or Wall-e for short] so yeah
Drew loves his new little kitten

I will post pics soon, this guy is adorable. He is gray with short hair

So

outuvstep@comcast.net — Mon, 09 Feb 2009 05:07:13 GMT

Ughhh
I hate livejournal right now

there are SO many inactive communities
or have too many members so they are locked down, and i can't join.

all i'm looking for is something that has a good amount of posts everyday [not too many to flood my friends page] about clothing.

i can't find any that are accepting members and active.
i hate this.

feel like death

outuvstep@comcast.net — Thu, 05 Feb 2009 16:38:54 GMT

i feel terrible right now
i need to drop this weight
there is no food in the house and we have no money
im hoping i can do this.\
my last fast only lasting 4 day i really need another one
sighhh

drew and i want to buy two new lap tops, a tv, and move to portland.

i told him if we stop spending money on food and other things, then we can have all 0f this within a year

the lap top he wants cost 1000, and mine cost 700, well we make about 1700 dollars a month, 500 of it goes to rent, then less than two hundred goes to pay our two bills, that other 1000, is spent on food, video games and clothing, and we are some how always broke.

we go out to eat too much, for sushi we can drop 50 dollars easy, if we go on a date they cost 100 dollars each time

we need to be smarter about things
i want to start saving money, it's hard to realize that we have an extra thousand dollars a month that is spent on crap, he could get his laptop a month from now, and mine could be had two months from now, and that tv, will be ours in 4 months.
i want to go to the JC here for one year, and then transfer to the JC there.

we are starting in the fall semester, i bet if he's going to school his dad will help out out with money in oregon cause it will take some time for him to find a job, and i can get a transfer through sears.

if we start saving 500 dollars a month in fall, and we do that for a year, we will have 6000 dollars which would totally cover stuff.

346345634

outuvstep@comcast.net — Mon, 26 Jan 2009 16:43:28 GMT

ughhhh
things make me really angry.

outuvstep@comcast.net — Thu, 15 Jan 2009 04:00:09 GMT

sometimes life isn't easy my love.

yay

outuvstep@comcast.net — Sun, 30 Nov 2008 15:46:24 GMT

I've lost 20 pounds in about a week.
fuck yeah.
i now only weigh 15 pounds more than drew.

I would be so happy If I could get skinnier than him by my birthday, which is one week away.

remember everybody December sixth, come to my house.

call/text for directions 236-7252 [i think thats my phone number]
or message me on myspace, please it means a lot to me, i am always really lonely on my birthday because i feel like nobody remembers me/

i know iknow i know

outuvstep@comcast.net — Mon, 10 Mar 2008 10:33:09 GMT

no updates like ever.

oh well.

crazy town

outuvstep@comcast.net — Fri, 06 Jul 2007 02:34:30 GMT

This whole Bloomington ordeal has been one big mess.
I've learned a lot about a lot of people.
About my parents who've abandoned me even more, which shouldn't be a shock, but somehow always is.
About my friends that haven't called even when I gave them my phone number, and how very few of them have even written me over the internet.
About the character of people when money is involved and their willingness to fuck over a trusting stranger for personal gain.
About those that I thought had the right ideas but found out they utterly suck and are shit talking star fuckers.

but mostly about myself and how I'm not that tough.

super wal mart

outuvstep@comcast.net — Fri, 29 Jun 2007 19:35:29 GMT

merri blah got a journal now i have to use mine.

its been a while.

outuvstep@comcast.net — Tue, 27 Mar 2007 01:37:57 GMT

again.
yeah i know im a failure

outuvstep@comcast.net — Sun, 14 May 2006 05:51:42 GMT

yeah so im just going on date saturday thats all...

okay.
and if she say no.
tell her that i just got diagnosed with cancer and that my body isnt takeing well to the chemo and i have betweent four weeks to four months to live

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Spexzay's Pornstar
Date: May 13, 2006 10:24 PM

okay, then ill possibly ask my mom if i can hang w/ u on saterday next week

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: LittleBoy
Date: May 13, 2006 10:22 PM

whenever your free.
im free from tommorw untill forever.

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Spexzay's Pornstar
Date: May 13, 2006 10:21 PM

ummm.....when?

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: LittleBoy
Date: May 13, 2006 10:20 PM

well are you intrested in going on a date wif me.
nothing serious, just one date.
[and if things work out who knows, maybe two dates]

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Spexzay's Pornstar
Date: May 13, 2006 10:17 PM

kinda, npw the sencond part?

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: LittleBoy
Date: May 13, 2006 1:50 PM

no not that.
but i was wondering if your still intrested in me.
[im not asking you out i want to ask you something else].
but you first must answer that.

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Spexzay's Pornstar
Date: May 13, 2006 1:48 PM

i broke up w/ him...why? know someones whos intrested or something?

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: LittleBoy
Date: May 13, 2006 10:36 AM

are you dateing whats his face

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Spexzay's Pornstar
Date: May 13, 2006 8:56 AM

and what woudl that question be?

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: LittleBoy
Date: May 12, 2006 7:38 PM

i have a question for you.

outuvstep@comcast.net — Thu, 11 May 2006 18:58:37 GMT